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Ok, before all the memories gone with the wind hehehe, i better off write all of them in my lovely blog.. but, wait...not today hehehe, as the mood for the writing has not come yet,,wait for it babeh! so, this post works as a reminder for myself, what to write up the next time i have the juice for writing must write topics :- 1) my umrah trip , MasyaALLAH! 2) umar's birth story , i love you Umar! 3) my MBA journey/convo , not the best student though! hahaha 4) favourite people in my life, how is their values , attitudes had helped to shape me to be who i am today , wink wink! 5) my wedding , of course! ok, tata for now Assalamualaikum ! love, rka putrajaya

i just cant hold my tears, menangis bila balik rumah sorang- sorang tanpa my baby di sisi. selalu, keluar ke mana mana , dengan umar. selalu, bila balik rumah, akan letak umar dekat play pen dia ataupun letak depan tv, pasang  Disney Jr terus untuk my precious baby. tapi, hari ini balik , perkara-perkara tersebut tak berlaku! rasa sedih sangat sampai menangis, then, call my husband, menangis kat dia pulak. haha nasib la kena dengar tangisan syahdu. suami pun pujuk bagi kata-kata semangat, positif untuk calm myself. then, tengok jam.hurmm baru pukul 11..tak sabar nak fetch my baby from nursery at 1pm.. sebab hari ini first day, so half day dulu. tomorrow, nak train for longer time, maybe extend to 2 or 3 pm (tengok level kerinduan esok, kalau rindu over tahap dewa, fetch earlier than that la kot hehe) memang lain tau, sebelum ni agak jahat jugak, kalau rasa letih , ada gak rasa malas nak layan karenah umar tapi bila dah rasa berpisah dari dia walaupun sekejap, terus beru

courtesy from Google Image , thanks ya! :)

Assalamualaikum & hello there!! lagi sebulan je nak masuk tahun baru 2015 i am sure 2015 gonna be an awesome yet fulfilling year for me, InsyaALLAH! first thing first, I am going to be back in office soon..tak zabarrrr (ok zabar = sabar , adik2 jangan tiru, rosak BM nanti). so, rasa nya bila dah ada kerja, adalah income...macam2 plan nak buat, yelah, almost 2 years tak kerja apa2 pun syukur Ya ALLAH, Ya Rahman, Ya Rahim..dengan kasih sayangNya, impian nak masuk kerja balik after baby umar 6 bulan, tercapai..syukur sangat..dan yang bestnya, Allah bagi kerja masa umar dah nak masuk 9 bulan! Ya Allah, hebatnya aturan Allah..sebab 9 bulan maknanya umar dah strong dah, Alhamdulillah..sedangkan apply kerja start dari dia 6 bulan, tapi baru ni ada rezeki, so Allah nak i tunggu dulu , jaga umar dulu betul2 bagi dia strong then masuk kerja balik..THANK YOU ALLAH S.W.T , I LOVE YOU MY LORD :) <3 btw, dah ada wishlist untuk 2015, ni among the wishlists , ada lagi wishlist lain a

haaa...ive decided to choose this nursery for my baby...will reveal its name soon,insyaALLAH..tapi if next time, i think its not good to reveal it, i wont reveal it, so this is not a promise though! haha establish options, then choose the best one, memang la bagus tapi tu dikira usaha kita.. (please refer my previous post, chewah!) yang penting, nak buat keputusan, kena buat solat istikharah tauu Rasulullah SAW bersabda:   “Di antara kebahagiaan anak Adam ialah Solat Istikharah (minta pilih) daripada Allah Taala dalam segala urusannya dan di antaranya kecelakaan anak Adam ialah meninggalkan solat Istikharah daripada Allah pada segala urusannya.” - http://shafiqolbu.wordpress.com/solat-sunat/solat-sunat-istikharah/  haaa ingat tu ye wahai blog kesayanganku hahaha (sebab takda followers kan, pesan kat blog je la) apa2 pun berbalik kepada our purpose of life, all that we do in this life is meant for Allah's redha on us :) btw, blog shafiqolbu memang terbaik, kalau nak i

1) To eat quaker Oat - breakfast, lunch, dinner 2) No FB, Instagram Hahahahha, there's another challenge but its best to keep to myself and Allah alone :) InsyaALLAH, Aamiin, wish me luck, my dear blog!! <3 <3 <3 truly,madly,deeply, rka <3 putrajaya

step 1 - establish options contoh, saya tinggal di kawasan A. jadi, saya survey semua taska yang berdekatan dengan tempat saya, maknanya, bukan satu je taska yang saya tengok, saya tengok yang lain jugak. wujudkan "options" so that bolehlah kita nak pilih yang the best. dekat kawasan rumah dan office saya ada 11 taska, satu taska tak boleh langsung tengok sebab under ministry, so khas untuk staff, satu lagi taska yang khas untuk kumpulan sasaran income sekian sekian, so  tinggal 9 taska. 3 out of 9, sudah full. so tinggal 6. jadi saya dah survey 4 out of 6 nurseries, lagi 2 nursery tu tak dapat survey sebab owner tak angkat call and tak respon hehe. so dari 4 ni, mengikut my own assessment, ada satu je yang terbaik. assessment dibuat berdasarkan 8 criteria di bawah :- 1) pengasuh semua warganegara Msia - checked! 2)pengasuh semua dah menjalani kursus asuhan kanak2 -checked! 3) kebersihan & keselamatan terjaga - checked! 4)aktiviti untuk kanak2  bagus, dapat d

sekarang saya tengah mencari cari taska terbaik untuk anak saya my 8mo Umar i promise to myself and to this my beloved blog hahha, that i will make a review about the nursery i choose for my baby, once it has been finalized. i believe by this way, i could help those who are in need of the best nursery for their babies. ok, nanti saya akan buat review. tungguuuuu.... love, rka putrajaya

This is my paternal grandma. The baby? It's Umar! My beloved son :) My dad's mom. I call her Atah (gandma in Perak. "Atah" is usually used by the royal families in Perak) She's is so special to me. I love her so much. Wanna know why? Ive lived for 28 years old, and I only have the chance to meet her for the very first time this year! Its such a long story why this happened but trust me, my atah is sooo nice. She has a very kind heart, I believe that is why Allah chose her to be a Muslim about more than 70 years ago. Her name is Mariam Gregory Abdullah. She was born to Ceylonist and Baba Nyonya Chinese parents. Her dad which is my great grandfather was a Ceylonist (Sri Lankan- fair skin Indian) and her mom which is my great grandmother was a Baba Nyonya Chinese ( only speak Malay & English at home, lived like Malay people, did not know to speak Chinese). Obviously, I am a mixed blood human being! Hahaha, Alhamdulillah for that :)) . Atah g

ok, remember the iv i went last october? a month has passed and guess what, i got a positive answer yesterday, 18 Nov 2014, which sounded so goodddd.. i got the job, now what?? nursery / babysitter quest!! ok, this is my very first time to send my precious 8 months baby to a nursery.. sedih gila ok!!! rasa sebak pun ada ni bila tengok muka umar. sebab bila baca all those bad stories about babies been tortured by babysitters :( ya ALLAH, kuatkanlah hatiku let's motivate my ownself!!! 1) i was born into this world to devote myself to my God, to live this life as best as I could, to succeed in this life and hereafter. 2) i dont want my status as a woman dampen my ambition to succeed in my career. i want to be successful, yes, successful. thus, being a mother should not stop me from pursuing my dream. 3) i believe, when i want to do something, it must be for the sake of Allah's redha, like i want to create success in this world by becoming a successful care

im not the one who will post romantic words or expressions about my feelings towards my spouse in social media..im not that type..because no.1, im a shy person..no.2, i think its not good to express your feelings in social media,no one cares to read or cares to know actually...no.3, i dont want people to vomit when they read my post hahhahaa so,now im in my blog, my own blog..i believe i dont have any followers who care or fancy about my post..so, i want to write here, my expression towards the love of my life.. he is my sweetheart.. my soulmate made in heaven.. my super best friend forever.. my teacher.. my no.1 fan.. my great supporter.. my superb husband.. he is s.zaqwanariff/zack/jack/comot coklat.. i used to call him comot coklat & mickey mouse long time ago and its funny when i knew that there were some people got jealous due to that cute name calling hehe.. to me, he is sooo perfect, he is rich, rich with smiles, rich with great attitude, rich with generosity

Little did i know that I would experience severe morning sickness( ms) during my pregnancy. Ya Allah, sangatlah menderita, merana tetapi sebenarnya itu adalah ujian dari Allah SWT untuk wanita mengandung supaya menguatkan lagi keimanan kita. Besides, kesakitan itu adalah kafarah dosa so kena sabar banyak2. Alhamdulillah, sampai 4,5 bulan je ms yang teruk ni and masa 5 bulan pun dah tak sekritikal masa mula2 pregnant. I was diagnosed for hypremesis gravidarum.. Apa tu? Ok, check this out. "Hyperemesis gravidarum ( HG ) is a complication of pregnancy characterized by intractable nausea , vomiting , and dehydration and is estimated to affect 0.5–2.0% of pregnant women. Malnutrition and other serious complications , such as fluid or electrolyte imbalances , may result. Hyperemesis is considered a rare complication of pregnancy , but because nausea and vomiting during pregnancy exist on a spectrum, it is often difficult to distinguish this condition from the more common

It was in the morning of 24th July,2013 / 15 Ramadhan 1434H that I found out I was pregnant. Previously, on 10July, I did UPT and the result was negative and followed by another test on 11th July, still the result was negative. In spite of the negative results, I still had some hope because I could feel that I would be pregnant any soon. The moment I found out the positive result, I cried and praised Allah for the great gift ever. Before I did the test, I asked to Allah for His guidance, if I were pregnant, please show me the positive result so that I do not have to eagerly wait and wait for a long time. If I weren't pregnant, please show me the negative result and I would take that as a final result, I would stop doing the UPT for this cycle. I still remember the time I prayed to Allah, it was raining and the atmosphere was very calm. Indeed, during raining time, it is efficacious for praying, as been mentioned by Rasulullah S.A.W. Then, I let my husband knew about it, I calle