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  Alhamdulillah for today, 20 May 2021 Our 10th anniversary , our first 10! ZaqwaaNisha turns 10! MasyaAllah, all by Allah's generosity & grace <3 <3 <3 The story begins like this.............. I woke up this morning expecting today is just like a normal day except that it's a bit special as it's my 10th wedding anniversary. I didn't expect that I would be given a sweet surprise by my husband. My husband told me that someone dropped off  a stuff outside home and asked me to collect it. Without any questions, I did as commanded and found a white plastic bag with something inside. It's a white box. Ok, got it! Let's "dig it"!!! With a super cute super sweet greeting card, handmade & handdrawn by my dear husband.  (He can draw!) A MacBook Air for me! Rose gold in colour. (I'm crying inside, actually when I first discovered it, I was like "jaw dropping face" , no sound coming out from my mouth, hahaha because I was so happy, ...

this post is for me to say my gratitude to Allah S.W.T, for all the blessing He granted me and forever will grant me because I'm his slave who need Him forever and ever. thank you Allah. Alhamdulillah. i love my life. i have a beautiful life. i have a beautiful family and i love them so much. here are some pictures during our times at the beautiful feringghi beach of penang, one of the Malaysia jewels💖

we had an awesome stay, a  really short stay but fun, at park royal penang. we had 3 nights in penang and had stayed in 3 hotels! hahaha! never been done by us before, i just love how my husband came up with the idea. he just wanted us to have different hotel experience, and yes, we won't always go to penang, so that's it! enjoying 3 hotels, wohoo! i love it!!! the first one was hotel seri malaysia, penang. stayed there because we joined our family who stayed there as well just for the wedding of my cousin in law. hotel seri malaysia penang is a great choice too if you're on a budget or if you just love to stay in a simple hotel, not a fancy one. the food was tasty too and it's clean and everything basic was there in the room. then, the next night, we had our night in park royal, penang! OMG! i just love the hoel! needless to say more, it's 7 stars hotel, you can imagine how luxurious it is, Alhamdulillah, rizq from Allah, i thank Allah for all the sweet blessin...

i always think that i’m a career-oriented type of person, i believe i would be happy  if i were a career woman. i keep searching for jobs which suit me, i’ve worked in few industries, in few work fields, all were  different from each other. marketing (banking), administrative , corporate communications and corporate secretarial lines in just 5 years!! u can tell what a “job-jumper” i am😅. i keep searching something that i’m sure i won’t get because you know what? actually, i’m not  a career-oriented type of person!! yes, i am!! i realized that everytime i got calls for job interview, i started to feel bad about leaving my kids for work. i applied jobs with enthusiasm but then when i got called for interviews, i will have guilt running through my veins. then, when  i go to the interviews, i will feel more guilty and start to feel that working is not for me. i will screw up the interviews, not giving my best. now i know that i don’t want to work but i want some pu...

Thank You! Just a simple phrase as "Thank You" can melt down a person who's fighting a battle inside her. For example, a person who is skeptical in helping out another person due to some circumstances but she still lend her hand, automatically feel 100% confident of her contribution when she heard the phrase "Thank You". A "Thank You" can turn a half-hearted person in a matter to be a full-hearted person in the same matter. A " Thank You" can change the sincerity level of a person, from less sincere to more sincere in nature. Am I right? I am pretty sure you have experienced this yourself. However, there are still people who never know the importance of "Thank You" , who still choose not to say it even though they have ripen the benefit from someone else, who still feel there is no need to say it at all because it's the responsibility of the good deeds doer, who feel that a person who wants to hear "Thank You" is...

Happy Father's Day, Papa! Indeed,  Allah never break His promise. What He took away,  surely He will return it to us. In our case,  the moments that we had missed before in the old days are coming back to us,  allowing us to experience it in the most beautiful ways.  Thank you, Allah! 😍❤💖

I just love pieces from Syaiful Baharim! My first piece is the one I wore during my husband's occasion at Istana Negara. Many told me that they love my baju. What I share here is my second piece from the talented designer. Mint green kurung modern. I wore it during an openhouse event in Istana, in Ipoh. Feel like to grab more pieces from S.Baharim! By the way,  all my collections are from the last raya (year 2017) collection but it's baju kurung so yeah,  the design will stay as it is,  no matter what year you are in. I will share my white S.Baharim in later post! 😻

At first, when the Duck Group launched their butterfly duck collection, I was like making fun of it, I felt nothing special about it because it look ordinary and any brand can come out with that kind of design. I thought they copied Gucci and not only Gucci, other brands too, because at that time the butterfly design was in trend. But then, when I learned the story by D, and yes, when Vivy and other instafamous wore it, they made it look sooo beautiful and guess what?! I was influenced by them at last. Haish, there goes my money😆. I always lose my inner battle with Duck. I just can't help it. And, actually, the Butterfly collection is truly beautiful, when I first had my hands on it (on the yellow one), it looked so nice, no regrets! I just adore all the colours but I love the green one most but still do not own it. Fret not, as a duckscarves hunter, I will hunt it down later hahaha😆. That's what I love about Duck, you can always have the one that you miss out because ...

I am happy, content, with my life. As a late bloomer, I am happy that even though I slowly progress in my life, I age slowly, I mature slowly, but I managed to learn about myself more , to love myself deeply, because of the enormous times I have been given by God. That is what I love about myself in this life. No regrets!💛

My marriage will turn 7 next  month, InsyaAllah. I am blessed to be granted a man who is just not a husband, but he's more than that. He's so special , my love for him grows  each day by the rahmah of Allah, Alhamdulillah. However, to have such a blessing doesn't come easy and quick unless Allah wants it to be, for example, you have to work hard in your study in order to get the best result, right? Undeniably, we must always tell ourselves that every good thing comes to us is from Allah, alone. Having said that,  if we want to get good grades, we must rely on Allah for that, by following what Allah taught us, which is in this case (read : to pass exams with flying colours), we are demanded to study hard, keep praying and after that, have tawakkul in Allah. Hence, I would like to share with you that, in order for me to have a good jodoh, I had been taught since my primary school days, to pray for the best one for me. I believe in  the law of qada & qadr , that...

WARNING! This is a serious post. No emojis used, to show how serious it is. Ladies and gentlemen, behold!   You hate wearing locals. You make fun of our national cars. You condemn when our home-grown fashion labels set a high price so that they have the same standard as the international brands. You think that your social status determined by the overseas brands you own. You make it a must for an overseas vacation every year even though you never travel across your own country. Sorry to ask, but may I know how patriotic are you towards your own country? Emmm..do you actually love your country or the truth is that you just accept the fact that you were born in your country and you can do nothing about it but if given options, you would love to change your citizenship? It's okay, keep your answer to yourself. I don't want to stress on how patriotic you should be, because it's all in your heart, you choose what you wanna love, love can't be forced, if your love...

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I am so much blessed with my view now. I enjoy a great view from my home and that is indeed one of major blessings in my life. I am the one who appreciate simple thing in life, yes, like this kind of view, it is simple, but it means a lot to me. I appreciate serenity, tranquility and everything nice about nature. I am a nature person but it doesn't mean I am brave enough to go into the jungle alone ya hahaha. Thank you Allah for this. Love You!&#128525; #lovelettertoGod

Before the idea of getting our truly home sweet home, I never ever learned seriously about home decorations. I mean, I know about things like interior designs and so on but only at surface level, I never digged more of that. When my husband started to talk about our first home, I was still not in much of interest, I thought it was super easy to get a beautiful home, I never thought we should come out with a survey of this and that suppliers/materials/lights/tools/furnitures and so on before we can decide on the best of all. Because,everything involves money, every cent counts, so , you don't want to end  up with a so-so decorated home in the end, or you don't want to end up eating maggi everyday because you have go over the budget&#128517;. We were actively went to home expos , actively browsing for ideas  from the internet and instagram as I am an instagrammer,  even when I watched a drama on tv and it shows pretty good  home interior designs, I will record the d...

assalamualaikum, hello semua...after a while, we meet again here, hmmm actually tak tau nak blog on apa. you know what, everytime i ada idea untuk blog, masa tu mesti tengah busy buat kerja lain and suddenly the idea pops up, but i never save the idea in my hp or notebook, i just store it in my mind and biasalah, otak mak-mak ni, berapa  lama sangatlah boleh simpan kan. it's not easy for me to blog, i need my own space and time to sit back, relax and start typing. like just now, my kids entered my room and got so excited seeing me with a laptop, they wanna have a say too in this blog, they were so eager to type as well 😒. for this super short post itself, it takes like an hour to complete 😝. hahaha memang susahlah nak maintain blog ni. oh, now i am typing in a quiet room, lari kejap from them so that i can finish this quick! taknak lah bersarang terus blog ni, kenalah update jugak walaupun sekali setahun macam hari raya hahaha. emmm kenapa tak blog malam bila anak-...

I have a fetish for Pandora charms. I create story of mine through the charms. For now,  I have a bride & groom charm which represents my hubby and I,  a stroller charm which of course meant for my babies,  a princess charm which of course meant for me hehe and yes,  for my future daughter (s)  insyaAllah,  a gift charm to remind me that my life is a beautiful gift from Allah S.W.T. and my Pandora bracelet and charms were actually a birthday gift for me by my husband,  and then I have mother and son charm to remind me how blessed I am to be a mother of my sons. Oh I just love how sweet my Pandora bracelet can be with all the charms. Will add up more sweet and meaningful charms later, for now,  have to sabr because I have shopped crazily during the last Cyber Sales week haha.  #shoppingrehab

Yesterday at Ikea Cheras,  when I was waiting for my husband to fetch me from the waiting area,  I saw an old aunty asking from people the direction to the MRT station. All of them did not know and couldn't help her until there's one guy came to her and told her direction.  She thanked him and walked away, heading to the said direction. Emm I hope the guy was correct because from my sight,  I did not see any MRT station from where I stood. The old aunty,  who I can say, a grandmother too,  had to walk quite far actually,  on her own,  she had no transport. I felt quite bad for not offering any help. Actually I was waiting with Ikea stuffs in a trolley with my son in a stroller,  hence, I was quite full-handed. Hope that the aunty got any help from any kind souls along the way. I told my husband about there and he told me that it's good to have an Uber or Grab app so that we can offer help to those in need of transport. It's a sadaqah too. ...

Duckscarves Cherry Popsicle in Mixed Crepe range is totally my favourite of all, oh,  sorry,  another favourite of mine is Caramel Popcorn in Satin Silk range hehe😅. I just love the colours,  sooo in love with the rich colours.  So elegant,  so lavish.  Oh another favourite colour,  Lime Green from Mixed Crepe range. Here is a story about my cherry popsicle duck. Before this,  I had one cherry popsicle duck but then I let it go because I was in need of cash. But then,  I regretted it and kept thinking of getting back the cherry popsicle duck.  Alhamdulillah,  there's one kind lady I found in FB who willing to let go her brand new cherry popsicle duck at only RM90 inc postage fees,  Alhamdulillah thank you to you,  kind soul.  I wish you will be blessed with abundant bounty, InsyaAllah. Same thing with my lime green mixed crepe,  let it go and regretted, still regretting actually haha.  Would hunt down li...

Today I feel that:- I need to read more I need to write more I need to pray more I need to eat, pray , love more ---------------------------------------------------- I'm still in Ipoh, will be going back to Putrajaya tomorrow. Once back in Putrajaya, I want to re-schedule my routines, I need to slot in exercise time in my daily schedule. I want to do exercise everyday, every morning, just after Subuh prayer. Yes, I want to do that, mark my words!