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My cousin, Najla, was married to her darling fiance, Aslam, last Friday, 17 February. Started with a solemnization ceremony on Friday the 17th, followed by a reception on the next following day, Saturday the 18th. The ceremony took place in navy base, Lumut, Perak State (or we call it Silver State in English,joking!) The theme colour for the reception was set nude. I chose to wear brownish look on that day. What I love about my ensemble was it was a recycled outfit, I did not buy new outfit  for the reception as I realized I already had nudish/brownish clothes, plus Syawal is just like few months away, thus, in the name of money-saving, I embrace the concept of recycling whatever you have and make the best of it hahaha! I got to know about the theme way before year 2017 started, it was around November, or earlier than that. Hence, you know the pressure from within when every time you checked your Instagram, there's always promotions on pretty clothes by the sellers, made you ...

I love fashion.I love to be fashionable. I don't want my status as a hijabi, as a mom, dampen my passion in fashion, given that, I still abide by the rules of Islam, which is to cover your aurah properly. I gonna bring to life my newly created hashtag hahahaha...guess what? It's #nfd which stands for nisha's fashion diary! I am not into the fame game, I just want to make myself happy, doing what I love, what I enjoy and thus, this is the result, the hashtag! If people think that I do that to be famous, to gain popularity, to be known nationwide, oh no, they are so wrong. Hello! I am 31 years old mom of  two, why do I have to do that, I don't want to be a celebrity (instafamous celebrity) myself, I just want to enjoy whatever I have right now, I just want to cherish my life and one of the ways is to be fashionable, subject to syariah compliance of course, insyaAllah (by God's willing). But again, everyone has his/her own right to comment on my style, that thing is ...

i am currently feel so so down about myself. my life. i know i should just focus with what i have, focus on my responsibilities and goals. it seems so hard for me to stay focus and it's so easy for me to let others pull me down and let all the negative vibes conquer myself. being a housewife,without any income, i have been thrown harsh comments by somehow people who are close to me. it's so sad thinking about it, so much pain. ok, now, i just want to turn every bad into good as much as i could. i need to feed my soul with only good and positive vibes. may these bad days (yesterday and today) pass and never return again 💪

I've never dreamed to be a housewife. Staying at home, doing house chores, not meeting other adults for long hours and dealing with my kids' tantrum most of the times. But, life as it is, full with surprises, here I am now,  a housewife, a stay-at-home-mom (SAHM). I'm grateful for whatever life takes me to,  as all of that driven by God's will. But, there are times when my motivation drastically drop and make me feel regret with everything in my life. I get so much tired, I start to feel my master degree is a waste and feel that I am jobless, moneyless and poor, and of course, I feel that I hate my life in the end. I notice that all of the negative feelings arise when I start my day late, when I don't set goals (like what house chores to settle off during that day) for the day and also when I miss my Fajr prayer. And, another point, when I waste my times on famous Instafamous individuals , adoring their fabulous lives and start comparing with my boring norm...

Oh Em Gee!!! Lama giler tak berblog!!! Ok, guys, hahaha, my status now is emak beranak dua hahaha. Alhamdulilah syukur nikmat :) My second son (yes, another boy ahahah), is named after Prophet Noah A.S , his name is Syed Noah 😍. So much love for him, as much as my love for his brother, Syed Umar As'ad 😍 Ok, too many things I want to update here but now dah pukul 2am so continue tomorrow la hehehe. Can't wait to vommit all my ideas here! 😘 Ok Nite!🌜🌟 Love, RKA

im impressed with myself this Ramadhan, I cook almost every day, after work.. we seldom go to param.. we seldom go out for iftar in restaurant. even though its tiresome, being a working woman by day and a housewife after work, I believe this is the best for me for now, everything happens for a reason, everything works according to the rule of qada & qadar.. that is whyyy... I can still be grateful when my company has chosen not to pay out the interim bonus (which was supposed to be paid to staff before raya)..  still can be grateful.. Alhamdulillah..   this is an achievement for me..finally, im a grown up girl! hahahaha....     (motive : to tell that im not having any bonus, so..raya celebration in modesty is my raya theme this year haha) =P       p/s:don't worry, I already have my baju raya , syukur.

Seriously , now aku dalam dilemma dilemma sebagai seorang ibu, seorang isteri hari-hari balik kerja, badan rasa letih gila, gila punya letih sebelum masuk kerja dulu bercita-cita nak buat yang terbaik nak masak hari-hari bila sampai rumah, nak buat kerja rumah nak layan anak dengan terbaik tapi....................................... sekarang ni, aku tak berapa minat dengan job function aku, seriously... bukannya saja-saja memilih kerja tapi tak minat, tak kena dengan jiwa patut ke stay lagi?? tapi nanti risau lagi lama stay, lagi rugi masa, aku bukan muda lagi mungkin sebab tak minat tu, tenaga di tempat kerja terbazir macam tu je tak productive, maybe.. so jadi sayur bila tiba kat rumah seriously, sekarang aku rasa menyamssssssss sangat! *menyams = menyampah save me please!!!!!! i need a real job!!!!!!!!!! feel like tearing my master cert!!!! ok bye! - rimau betina in da house-