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Seriously , now aku dalam dilemma

dilemma sebagai seorang ibu, seorang isteri

hari-hari balik kerja, badan rasa letih gila, gila punya letih

sebelum masuk kerja dulu bercita-cita nak buat yang terbaik

nak masak hari-hari bila sampai rumah, nak buat kerja rumah

nak layan anak dengan terbaik

tapi.......................................

sekarang ni, aku tak berapa minat dengan job function aku, seriously...

bukannya saja-saja memilih kerja tapi tak minat, tak kena dengan jiwa

patut ke stay lagi?? tapi nanti risau lagi lama stay, lagi rugi masa, aku bukan muda lagi

mungkin sebab tak minat tu, tenaga di tempat kerja terbazir macam tu je

tak productive, maybe..

so jadi sayur bila tiba kat rumah

seriously, sekarang aku rasa menyamssssssss sangat!

*menyams = menyampah

save me please!!!!!!

i need a real job!!!!!!!!!!

feel like tearing my master cert!!!!

ok bye!


- rimau betina in da house-

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